Tuesday, May 10th 2022 Have people become more indifferent? This seems to be a question that Google is indifferent about. It groups it together with a bunch of other questions and some psychological videos about indifference and apathy. No help. When I was in high school, a student was running for class president and made… Continue reading

Monday, May 9th 2022 It’s about 6:30 and I’ve been up already for about 2 hours. It’s not really about not sleeping because I had a very restful sleep. It’s just that when I opened my eyes, it was already getting light. I live in the North. Well, I live in the south of the… Continue reading

Sunday, May 8th, 2022. Week number 18 Good morning. It’s 8:00 a.m. and I’m in the kitchen but I am not making breakfast. I had breakfast more than an hour and a half ago. I just came in from the garden where I am doing some light work. I think my days of heavy labor… Continue reading

Friday, May 6th 2022 I just took a look at the well and found the depth to be 195 cm to the water. This is about 20 hours so the resiliency of the groundwater is about one day replacement. This is not going to be an exact science because a rainy day will put more… Continue reading

Thursday, May 5th 2022 Shush. Don’t tell anybody it’s 4:00 a.m. . I forgot to land the plane. I just fell asleep. It’s 4:00 a.m. and my eyes just opened up and I realized I forgot to land the plane last night. Blame it on sobriety. A day in town is to blame. A day… Continue reading

Wednesday, May 4th 2022 I have a problem with rodents. I’m not sleeping, it’s just after 4:00 in the morning and I’m becoming psychotic with these fucking rodents.  Have you experienced the sound of rodents gnawing? I have a rodent who I cannot frighten. I need a cat or a lawyer. Cats and lawyers are… Continue reading

Tuesday, May 3rd 2022 It’s already 10:30 and I haven’t done anything. I’m exhausted. I understand that I tried to avoid struggles with my ex partner. I have issues with relationships that require power going to one side or another. I really do not want to lead or be led. I like democracy and I… Continue reading

Monday, May 2nd 2022 Good morning. It’s 8:00 a.m. and I suppose I genuinely have to get moving. I don’t want to. I don’t have a muscle in my body that wants to work anymore. But okay, I can do this. We have more planting to do. I am going to need to do a… Continue reading

Sunday, May 1st, 2022. Week number 17 Well, kind of a good morning here today. It’s 5:00 a.m. and I have been up for many hours already. Last night was not a sleeping night. Last night was a not sleeping night. I’ve had a few of these so it’s not really news. Do I need… Continue reading

Friday, April 29th 2022 It’s a quarter to 6:00 and I guess I’m not sleeping anymore. I’m also not drinking anymore. Drinking is nefarious. I hate what I feel like waking up after drinking and I hate my life with drinking and I hate being connected to drunks. So it didn’t work out yesterday. I… Continue reading